At the Cross by Hillsongs

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At the Cross - Hillsongs

Voice:
 
Oh Lord you've searched me 
You know my way 
Even when I fail you...I know you love me 
Your holy presence
 

Surrounding me

In every season...

I know you love me...

I know you love me...

CHORUS:
 
At the cross I bow my knee 
Where your blood was shed for me 
There's no greater love than this 
You have overcome the grave 
Your flory fills the highest place 
What can separate me now

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You go before me 
You shield my way 
Your hands upholds me 
I know you love me...I know you love me

CHORUS:
 
At the cross I bow my knee 
Where your blood was shed for me 
There's no greater love than this 
You have overcome the grave 
Your flory fills the highest place 
What can separate me now

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BRIDGE: (FAST)
 
You tore the veil, You made a way 
When you said that 'it is done'
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LAST VERSE:
 
And when the earth fades 
Falls from my eyes 
And you stand before me 
I know you love me...I know you love me

CHORUS:
 
At the cross I bow my knee 
Where your blood was shed for me 
There's no greater love than this 
You have overcome the grave
Your flory fills the highest place 
What can separate me now

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BRIDGE: (REPEAT X TIMES)
 
You tore the veil, You made a way 
When you said that 'it is done'
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END: (hits) A A E A B

I first heard of this song when one of our house boarders, ate Anne, was singing this, accompanied by her guitar. She has a nice voice. But what I liked most was the message of the song. It's a Christian song. Ate Anne said they sing this in their school. I find it very nice.

I'm so HAPEE :> kahit Zero money

I made my sister hapee. I finally bought  gift for her. With what I did, my mom & my tito were hapee for both of us, too. Seeing us lessen our quarrels and seeing me concerned much of my sister lately, I saw how they appreciated me much.

After the fokloric band's practice, I went to mall together with Mina after we ate our lunch at Mcdo with Diane. I had fun with my bonding with Mina, too. My karibal, she was so nice to be with. Nonstop aming kwen2han. Makapaos. And then sooper hapee din me to be with MOO. Nakadate njood kmi ulit. The place didn't matter much to me or to him. As long as we spent most of the chance together, it was worth it. Minsan lang tlga sa isang buwan kaya maswerte kaming pinagbigyan ngayon. Lubos-lubosin daw. :)) I was very grateful Mina was still with me in the mall waiting for Moo. It ws really that thoughtful of her not to leave me till Moo comes because she was much concerned that I'll go bored and besides, we had a lot to share about. Love you Mina! :))

I finally got the chance to go out to church with Moo. We were so hapee to be able to attend the mass together. My day was totally very good. Lalo pa't Sun user nrin ako ngaun n sooper feel namin ni Moo ang asenso. Poor karibal, she was trying to contact me and Moo. But the network was always busy because nalingaw kmi ni Moo tawaganay from time to time. Hahahaha! X]

I got home around 6pm already. Nalingaw kmi ni MOO cge uzap. Then there were no bad reactions from my mom or tito because I told them that on that 100 pesos they gave me, what's left was 0.65 cents. About the money was true. you can't find even a peso in my wallet, in my bag. Totally Zero in short and that I didn't afford anymore to get a ride, instead walk all my way home. :D Whew! Nakalusot! =P

Portrait of Memory

This is my dad. A very tall and big person. As you can see, He almost reaches the ceiling. I'm a year old there, I think. I'll update this article when my English adviser returns my composition notebook. :)

Heart

Playing With Adobe Photoshop

I longed to be that good in photo editing. Practice makes perfect in my way. Creativity of mine was there all the way. I'm in the mood, too. I know maibog jud si tito when he sees these new works of mine. :)) Credits to Friendstertalk photoshop tutorials. Here is one of the works I was glad to finish.

Friendship

Friendship

Love Isn't Rational ♥

Girl: Why do you love me?

Boy: I don't know. I love you! :D How about you? why do you love me?

Girl: I don't know either. I love you too! :) ♥muah! ;*

The girl was me. The boy was MOO (My One & Only). I remember the times we came to the point of asking each other these questions. We thought we gave the answers but they were only just our likes together. Before, we thought, "There are so many reasons." But later realized, sa kdami, alin nga bah sa lahat ng aming mga nabanggit? And we came up with "Love doesn't have to be rational."

Maxado na aqng maingay minsan :))

Pano man yan? eh ganun naman daw tlga eh.. People change. But it doesn't have to necessarily mean that you have to totally change who you are. Changes are caused by circumstances in life in which you would want to find more ways to enjoy or be at ease, or in short, be satisfied.

I used to be a quiet yet, a mature-minded person before. But now, even I can notice the little changes in me such as I now mingle with a few boys. I am more friendly, in fact. As quiet as I know I was before, I would not risk opening up to people about what's in me or what's up with me. But time changed me. As time passed, I became more open to my friends. I became more outspoken in which, now, became the cause of I, having even stronger bonds of friendship with my comrades. :) More likely, I could say it's more of a change for the better. I know hindi ko masosolo lhat ng problema ko sa mundo. Sometimes, others can benefit from my stories, too. Walang dapat ipagdamot.

Bulol @_@

Hanggang ngayon nagsasaulo parin ako ng nakakabulol kong balagtasan.

I'm never good in speaking our own dialect, Filipino. I find it easier for me to express what I want to say in my written or oral works in english. I speak bisaya also but not that good too. I seldom speak, actually, I never speak unless when spoken to especially when i'm at home. I'm also not that good in tagalog. Let's say, mixed. Taglish or tagalog-english is what I use most of the time. But it doesn't matter to as long s I'm understood. It's just that, now ko lng narealize I've been to unaware that hindi ko tinatangkilik ang sariling wika ng aking bansa. :)) Buwan ng Wika pa naman ngayon.

Shocking! X]

Thank you Philipp Monteverde for trusting me to be one of the profile moderators of St. Cecilia in friendster. :D My main purpose was to update the profile's testimonials and upload some of my photography of the class. As I browsed on to the homepage of the class profile, this amazed me, we only have 77 friends and yet there are 745 profile views as of 8-27-09. Talo pa ako na mas maraming friends. Haha! :D

This picture was taken around 8pm, 8:51pm to e exact.

5 minus 2 :(

Aug. 26, 09. Another no class. I feel bad and I feel very sorry. Now, 5 minus 2, becuse last monday, I didn't come to school also, and now that the fourth year students of the HS Department are going to have their NCAE, we don't have classes again. Naguol koh. :D Hahahaha! Anyway, I spent the day with mom. We went to the hospital to get the test results of my little sister who's currently just confined at home to rest for having duenge fever. The results we took from the lab test confirmed that what my sister is dealing with now is really Duenge. Poor little sister. If she was feeling better, she could have been with me and my mom in a short shop we had in the mall early around 10am. We went there in searh for a digital camera that our boarder in the house had requested us to buy for her. I'm so glad I went with mom. Mom doesn't even have any much idea about cameras. We were able to come up with a Php 7,500 digital camera, with a dual SD card memory, 12 megapixel, and a multi-functioning chuva which you culd also use in taking videos or having it as an mp3 player, too. I hope our boarder will like it and will be satisfied with it so that if there are also special ocassions, I could use it too, I'll borrow it from her. :)) Hahahaha!

With & Without Regrets :))

Aug. 24,09. I regretted I didn't come to school today. Now, 5 minus one day in a week, I wont be able to see MOO. I miss him terribly. If I came to school, since the band wont be having anymore practices that I have to chase the time on disissal to give minutes to be with him and to be not late on practices, we could have spent a bundle of clocks together. But anyways, not to regret much, I know he misses me too and there are always tomorrows.

I somehow did not find it regretfull to have this rest day because I spent more time on finishing my project due the following day. It wasn't much of a rest day in fact, I slept around quarter 12 already. And I've also heard that if I was also in school, I could have been a part of the failed baked cookie my classmates had during the labortory in our Home Economics. Well, lucky and not lucky me. I missed the fun. :D Haha!

Kadayawan 09 :))

As always, it was tiring. I was happy to be a part of the new set of majorettes of the Fokloric Band in our school and finally, I got to wear my new type B band uniform for the first time. :) This day was somewhat unforgettable too. aside from wearing the band uniform for the first time, my mom and I had so much stories told as we went together. I was feeling lucky also because I didn't turn brown or my complexion didn't change after the parade o chasing the sun. :) I also felt happy to see people who appreciated us during the parade. The effort was worth it. :) I wasn't able to blog about this immediately because I was too exhausted ,even the day after where we were given a rest day and will be exempted from coming to school.

I was talking to my baton at this picture not to fail me. "Huwag ka mahulog pls lng ha...iingatan kitah :))" , I said.

My Macrame Headband :)))

Laugh it out Loud!

Got a bad problem this past few days with the comp's mouse. For days, I was wishing I could capture a mouse and use it. I longed to tell my stories no matter how tired I was! :)) For a lot has happened this past few days. Just like the Fun Day at school, my another 'walang trip' mode, the Kadayawan 09 and today, the rest day of the band. :) Unfortunately, now that I have a mouse working, I'm having a problem with the keyboard. The ports of my comp are broken. The reason I'm using the other keyboard we have which is unconventional. Ahaii :c

I think I'm done telling about how the fun day at school went. Well, sorry if makakalimutin lately because I rarely gave time to get a hold on it too. So I guess I'll start with the another 'walang trip' moment that I have.

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MY OWN MACRAMÉ HOMEMADE HEADBAND

THE ANOTHER WALANG TRIP MOMENT THAT I HAD

I was worrying about my TLE project when I did not know when and how to start it. I was also bore at the same time. I was also tired from the band practice that I got home almost 7pm. And then suddenly my mind began wondering. My hands reached to a plastic bag of my things for the project. I have extra to make something, at first I didn't know what could be it. After lying in bed, tired for a while, I stood up and began looking and asking for beads to fit the abaca thread that I have. I also scanned the new magazine I bought last Sunday hen we went to the mall for a short shop. Candy. The magazine that inspired me most when it comes to fashion. There I found my inspiration and got the idea of making a macrame headband. Just a simple one. Untill I came to this. It's a good thing I know a little of knot tying and my hands are awfully verycreative! The following day I brought it to school, my close friend, Mikka, loved it and even borrowed it from me and wore it the rest of the day in her classroom. Other's remarks were "Uie! Diyosa!", or "Spartans! Spartans!", and "Hey hippie!". Again, I'm proud of my work. My mom appreciated it too and promised we'll be making more. She oved the way I placed the beads, arrange their colors, and knotted them. :))

When Stress Comes Your Way...

It's disappointing. Stress is very contagious. True.

Fun Day

The Fun Day was fun. We landed 2nd runner-up all in all. It wasn't bad. In fact, I find it good. It was the first time i saw our class was that united. We rocked during the start of the games, the obstacle race. :) And I got my hands worn out during the Tug of War. Gosh! On those two games, we won as champions. I was proud.

Early morning, I already got disappointed when Moo didn't answer on my text messages and didn't stick on the agreement to come early at school. The agreement that night before was clear. And I didn't understand why. And since he was too busy, we didn't have the chance to talk even a little when I saw him, I met him. I didn't bother at first. Until he said to me I should have texted him in his other number making me look like... If only I talked back to what he said and repeated what he said to me to him. But I chose not to. He isn't that patient where I need to be that patient to a person like him, most especially him. I played well in the games. I didn't find any problem. I enjoyed the games and the time my classmates and I shared. But that didn't help much in getting my mood back.

At lunch, I didn't eat. I didn't have the appetite even just to crave on junkfoods. It didn't affect me in the games I played. I didn't feel hungry. I felt empty. I know confronting him throught text wont work so the whole lunch time I spent the whole time sending group messages and thoughts I was relating to what I felt. "Nagpadungog." Yes. Untill it hit him.

He said I was over-reacting. I didn't care at that or what else could he think about it. I only want to be understood and I wanna feel understood. That hurt me a little and made a tear fall. But it was only a tear. Thankfully I was able to controll.

We turned alright before we went home. He spent a little time with me. He made me eat. And finally, what I have been waiting for came. He said sorry about this morning and how he acted to me all throughout the day. Without further explanations to be heard, I forgave him and received a comforting hug. That "sorry" relieved me. I went home tired. We both got to our own dreams early.

Happy Feast Day Sto. Tomas! :)

Family Trip

The family went out to a trip. It wasn't a long-hour boring trip. I find myself comfortable in my seat. I was in good condition. The van was spacious too. But I complained when my little sister, Kim, got these very long feet of hers which made her unease and unable to rest as I did during the trip.

Panabo was a far place. And there was this one that reminded me so much of my elder sister there. When she brought me there with my little sister as well to have our puppies. It is where she works too.

We went to the shooting range. The weather was nice and not so hot and we enjoyed watching tito play. We even met Efren Reyes there but I was too shy to take a picture with him so I took the picture for my mom and ate anne who came with us. There was this festival going on too which a while later made the place crowded already and made me stay inside the van.

Before going home, we went to visit tito's relatives, his brothers who live in before-called Dapicol. It was a nice, peaceful and quiet place there. There were lots of trees and even if the weather's warm, there, it stays cool and a bit shallow. It was a nice place to jog there on mornings or ride a bike. Even thought the place is known to be the place where those who were jailed goes, they said it was safe there and secured and that there's not much to worry. The communities there too would not have much problems about their bills on electric and water. Life there looks easy.

Moo wasn't in the mood for texting but i kept him updated on what I was up to every now and then during the trip. He was still so tired he said. So I didn't bother. But I was worried. He was sleeping a lot for the day. But I have nothing else to do but understand. It not that I have something to do but I choose not to, I know I could do something and that is to leave it for a while till it cools. Like a cookie, I'm hoping for a good result later on. :))

Madness!

Woh! At last! The first periodical exam has finally ended. I'm hoping a lot to get high scores, high grade, except for maybe two subjects which made me disappointed. History and Filipino. I studied so hard the night before but then what came out of the exam wasn't even a half of what i have expected. Aside from that, I even had insomia. Insomia attack! I wasn't able to get that fair sleep where at around 2am I woke up but I went back immediately to sleep. Then, I woke up again around three, and found it a little hard to get back to sleep but I was able to manage for a short while when again, I woke up around 4am and this time, it was really hard for me to get back to my sleep. As if every five minutes what time is it really and I was like waiting for the alarm to sound. Stressed.

During the Fokloric band practice, I was late. I meant it because I gave time to be with my special someone. As I arrived in the practice, where our moderator was already there, and it was already going on, she immediately assigned me as the band mother for the meanwhile since there were no other old members around for the seniors had their encaii whatever review. She was also already late for her class in UM, i think. She gave me her whistle and there I was, alone and it was a bit embarrassing to lead the band when I'm not yet so familiar with all the songs. It was then I also realised that being a band mother wasn't as easy as i thought. Madness!

Now, I'm tired and weary. I lost much of my energy. I'm worried if I'd be able to perform tomorrow when for sure right now, I could already tell I'm gonna have muscle pains when I go to bed. Tomorrow's fun day for my fellow juniors and hope that it would really be that 'fun'. Well, good luck to me then. ;)

My day was good all in all. My complains made it more unforgettable. Haha! :))

Negative =P

Pasabot naa pajuy next time. Haha! X] Talk about it only with the people almost like you. Xet! I'm hapee oh yeah! XD hahahaha! :)) Thinking positive works a lot!

I RECALL...

Mani-pedi

It's a must to treat my feet and hands with extra care regularly. Nahks! Sosyal! Well, every two weeks, my mom really treats me with a free mani-pedi. It was this time that's unforgettable because it was the first time the manicurista wasn't able to make mistakes or draw wounds from cleaning my feet. Hehe! I was happy I didn't have to suffer after pleasure.

It's not Lagnat, It's Labnat

I was having fever, Friday, at school. And it was caused by my lack of sleep. I wore my jacket the whole day even when the people felt hot for I felt different. I had dizzy times. I felt weak. I stayed in the classroom most of the time because Mina, my bestfriend was too bussy being one of the officers of the club sponsoring all the events in the whole month celebration of the nutrition month. I felt uneasy when my jacket's off me even when I'm sweating. And when I went home, at last, I said, "Thank GOD it's Friday" and that I'm home at last.

By morning, it was Saturday. I woke up around 6am. I had a fever and I was really chilling this time. I was shivering and knew I have a flu. Moo got so worried about me and his plan of meeting me that day was postponed. If only I didn't get sick. But I also thought I wasn't really sick. Last night, before Moo and I slept, he wasn't in the mood to talk to me. I felt bad when it was the time I needed him most for I was tired and in need of a big hug before the end of the oh so tiring day. But there he was, he was somehow ignoring me. We did'nt understand each other so we ended up sleeping early. "Hindi ako nagkalagnat, labnat lang". :))

Puyatan

Ang pagpupuyat ang pinakaayaw ko sa lahat. But what else can i do when they depend on me and i volunteered too. I just didn't realize I had so little time and I can't do it without not sleeping early. It's so tiring to work on power-point presentations. Well, I hope at least, mapapawi to lahat if my groupmates also studied. I was very disappointed to have the file submission take so long that I slept around 2am and was not able to submit the work. I woke up at 5 as usual, else I'd be late for school and that's a no, No. And then there we were the next day, we were appreciated to have followed the instruction to be able to submit our presentation online. But, unfortunately, my groupmates who were asked to report didn't report well. I just let it go because I was too tired to worry about it.

The Culinary Arts Festival Flower Arrangement Contest

Woh! It was really tiring! But here was not much pressure at all during the contest proper. At first, I didn't have the confidence I and my partner can make it. Of course, we want to win and bring honor to our class. And aside from that, our class contributed a big amount of money enough to win the contest."We have no talent in this," my partner and I said. But we needed to think positive and I said, "isn't it nice if this is my first experience and I'm going to win?". So I kept my hopes up because it wasn't just us too who were not so good in this flower arranging matters.

The night before, when I bought the flowers, together with my mom, we went to the market where there you could find lots of flowers. They're shop was open till 10pm. I even met some of our schoolmates who thought of buying flowers there too. They were our oponents in the contest. And then I asked them if they were ready and if they have some knowledge on how to do this thing. They said, "we have a little", in which from there i had regained my confidence and that i do think I can make it too.

It took us more than an hour to arrange the flowers during the contest proper. There was no pressure at all but I was so conscious because MOO was the representative in their class and that he was prepared and his very good at this. Then I thought maybe winning the 2nd place isn't bad at all. Hahahaha! :)) I was so glad when I saw the reactions of my classmates as they saw our work. They were amazed and were very glad. They were confident we would win, but its only because our great opponent hasn't started their work yet. :)) Anyways, I'm proud of my work and then again I thanked my gifted hands for the unexpected results. Magic! X]

Balloon Trip

This happened last week where there was no class due to the prevalence of H1N1 virus in which classes were suspended. I quarantined myself at home even though I'm negative for the case. Oh my, it wasn't easy after all. It makes me miss school so much because aside from the chores, I really feel useless at home all the time. When there's nothing to do, I feel awful. I just ate, slept, texted and surf most of the time when there was nothing to do. Chores weren't enough that time because there is nothing much to do because mom can manage everything now pretty well. And so this happened.

I-saw a balloon in the sala and asked who owns it. Mom said she asked it from her friend who visited her with a child who's celebrating its birthday. I took it since no one owns it. I was attracted by its color. The night I was already on bed ready to sleep, mom and the rest went out to buy midnight snacks since it's almost midnight and none of us feels sleepy yet. I took the balloon with me and then noticed there's a lot space in it unwritten. I took out a black marker pen and a notebook of mine with a cute drawing and there, I started drawing figures. I know I'm bad when it comes to drawing. But I tried my best, still it wasn't good enough. I found it fun. I even asked my mom to buy me a balloon next time we go to church again because the last I remember, they're selling some balloons there. I acted childish. "Wala lang talagang trip."