Schools out to take revenge :))

School's out taking its revenge on last week's class suspension. We have a lot of things to catch up! Oh my, yes, the first monthly exam just finished and yet here we are, murmurizing again and having a landslide of projects. Oh, yeah, the exam went well today. I think I have high scores but not perfect. Estados Unidos. We were given an hour and half for our history subject exam and I badly got stuck on searching for Estados Unidos in the world map. How unfortunate of me! I didn't know Estados Unidos was United States of America! :C Awww... Well anyways, I got lucky on searching for Puerto Rico in which the other of my classmates got stuck into. Puerto Rico was somewhere in San Juan, just nearby the Estado's Unidos. Bleeeh! =P

Projects, projects, projects. They're flooding my reminder notebook! We have this group project where we haven't even met with our groupmates and it's already due on the 10th of August. And the Science Investigatory Project. There's a lot to research! And disaster's with me for we ran out of ink in our printer. I won't be able to print them in black and white. Well, I hope our subject adviser would understand for it's already too late for us to go out and buy this kind of ink we could only buy in the mall. Mall's out now. And what good thing about this year's preparation for this project is that the Science fair is still on September. They're helping us a lot to maximize our time in being busy with school. Another is, in our Filipino subject, after making these poems we have, we were told to memorize them and to be presented tomorrow! Shocking! For me, it is. It's because my poem is more on something about love and this mister mysterious of mine. Plus, I have 12 paragraphs in my poem while the others only have four to five. I had an idea of memorizing 5 paragraphs of the poem and the rest are up to my teacher to discover my creativeness. I do think my work is creative. In fact, it tells more about me. Haha! :)) And tomorrow also, wish me luck for I'm our class' representative for this flower arrangement event in our Culinary Festival. It's so soon. Actually, this was to be held or conducted last week but since there was this class suspension, there they are, there we are, we're chasing time too. This merely tells us not to be happy about class suspensions. Oh well, I've got a research to do. And I have to plot for tomorrows lots and lots of activities. I can do this! Haha! :))

Ready, Get Set, Go! :))

Ready, set, go! Thank God! Finally, it's back to school again tomorrow after a week of having classes suspended and avised to stay at home and quarantine. I'm in good health, oh yes. And I'm so happy. I'm excited for tomorrow at school that finally I get my feet off the grounds here in the house. I did nothing for the whole week but eat, sleep, watch movies, talk, text and play. And oh, i forgot, surf for about 4 hours almost everyday. Really, it's frustrating. But aside from being excited tomorrow, I'm a little worried for I haven't studied yet on the subjects were gonna have an exam with and there are so many deadlines to dig a grave. Well, I think I got enough time for everything today. Wish me luck then for either I am not sure. Heehee! :)) 3 words: Just keep loving. Haha! Have a nice day and weekend everybody! ^.^

Itching Throat :c

I'm going to the hospital today. Got an appointment for check-up on my allergies. What have i eaten to have this itching throat all morning and i keep on coughing? :c I don't know. I could not recall! X] I have eaten a lot last night i think... I hope this gets better! Classes almost about to resume! Weee! I'm excited but I also have tons of projects and deadlines and there's still this exam. I can do it! Yeah! :)) That's my spirit! I know! X]

Back to School: In and Out of School

Back to School: In and Out of School

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I'm Only Me When I'm With You

Im Only Me When Im With You - Taylor Swift

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you, oh, yeah

My First Candy Mag

Well, now I'm so happy! I finally got my first Candy mag which I have been planning to have for a very long time. Thanks to mom after she won the Las2 (oh yes, she's gambling), she treated us lunch out and have us peep at some stores. It was fun walking around. She also bought me a new wallet. She didn't refuse at my requests right now because it's just now that I had something or things to ask from her. "Hindi kasi ako maluho." I don't ask that much and this is just for now. I've been hearing a lot from my friends about Candy mag. They say it's awfully nice that you can't help yourself waiting for the next issues to come. There are lots of gossips on celebrities and pinaka-inaabangan din ng mga friends ko kung sino yung mga cover ng mag. I'm not after of the gossips but I'm after of some hints on my favorite celebrities. Another nice thing about having my first Candy mag right now, is that one of my most favorite celebrity is in it's cover. Yes, Taylor Swift! I really like her. Aside from her oh so charming beauty that even when she does not smile she still looks so charming, I love her as an artist too! I love the way she composes her songs. I love her songs and I'm a big fan. In fact, I'm even listening currently on to her new single "You Belong With Me" & a song from her first single i think, "I'm Only Me When I'm With You." And so now, I better start reading before others get to take their hands on them first! I'm excited, oh yes! ;)) Till next time. :))

JC4ever Celebrates 2nd Anniversary!

Weee! Today, is the day. Yes, I'm happy because now, we have surpassed another year of fighting for our love together and keeping the faith in each other. We have grown even stronger. It's our second anniversary. And I'm proud. Even though we're not together celebrating this day, I know wherever might he be, I have a strong faith that of course, he won't forget, he's aware, and he's happy too. He knows I love him a lot and that he doesn't have to worry. Well, actually, I'm not sure really of how he is right now. If ever he worries or not, I know he wouldn't let me down. And I'm sure that right now, he's missing me as much as I miss him.

Nothing special happened or will be happening today for we can't get out of our roofs or find a way to meet each other at least even for just a matter of minutes. I understand why he doesn't want to push through meeting me today or there'll be troubles ahead for him and this time, on this special day, I don't want to risk him. Yes, risking is needed in relationships but to think of it, we haven't even made official that we're in a relationship again for things will get a lot more complicated when it already is. We have to consider to balance. And besides, it's for our own sake.

What I was talking about or what I meant was that, right now, right at this moment, his family isn't agreeing of what we share right now. It's not maybe because they find problems in me but it's just not the right time even though our studies, most especially, isn't distracted. Prevention is always better than cure. Somehow, it's like that. Their thinking not of their own affairs but also for our own sake. And in my case, well, my parents are always there to support me and help me. They know they have given me what i'm in need to be reminded of and they just let me through to whatever I want, provided that I have to be the one to stand up in every choice I make. They trust me, and so I won't break it either.

Last night, he promised me that when we'll meet again, he told me "babawi ako" and that there'll be much more. To me, it doesn't matter, really, for as long as I know he loves me and there will always be a time for everything. When you achieve what you've been waiting for, you're lucky to have kept patience in waiting for answers are always worth waiting for no matter how long it may take for them to reveal. Just like I aslo said in my shoutout in my friendster, "A cake with a mixture of some pleasure and some pain is sweeter than no cake at all."

Today is unforgettable! Yes! It's the first anniversary we were not together physically, no communication but in our hearts, we're celebrating! :))

Thank you for all those who greeted me especially my friends. I appreciated it that much. You're all in my prayers. GOD bless us all! May there be more bente_uno's to come. Hahaha! WELL...

Oh yes, I am inspired.

♥ JC4ever! ♥

People who are meant to be together
will always find their way.

What I have in you is what every
person in the world is searching for.

Loving someone deeply gives you courage,
being loved by someone gives you strength.

Count Down: 2 days to go-Dalawang Tulog nlng

Bente Uno is fast approaching and I can't wait na. I miss him so much na! Bakit pa kasi walang klase bah... :c Although imove and mgcecelebrate prin naman...mas mgnda kc sna ung sa araw mismo ng bente uno mgcelebrate... I mix MOO...lapit na kmi mag2yrs...although yes, ngbreak kmi...we may have broke up literally but not emotionally. :))

Why by Avril Lavigne

Why - Avril Lavigne

Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all

Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart

Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away
I can feel, I can feel you baby, why

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me

It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why

I heard this song during the meeting the avanci last SBO elections in our school. I know this song before, but I aint that the music lover before. Now I find it going over and over again in my head even when I sleep. I find it really very nice. If only I could play it in guitar. Hahahaha! :)

Sa Maibog... =P

Some reasons behind I'd love to write on my notebooks in school, I'm now revealing. I used to be that lazy girl who doesn't like to take down notes 'cause mainly listening works to me. But then I find inspiration to write on my notebooks when he started drawing cute drawings on them which made me think how could my notebooks be so useless if I ain't gonna write on them. I don't know how or what's gotten into me but somehow, I know why. I love seeing his drawings in my notebook. Every time I feel like studying, or just to check of my homeworks, I would spend time just looking at the drawings. He also told me once that he'll draw more if there are notes to study in my notbook. He doesn't write on his notebooks. He draws, but not on them too. So that we would both have a good future, he told me to copy notes. He's wise, yes. And I find it so sweet! X] hahahahaha!

A Change

Everyone change as time go by. Anything can change, some may still remain. I'd like people to be open to me no matter what. I find it easier to be me when I know how to adjust to different people. I'm a different person to different people, but I'm just one still. A change. If there is ever going to be a change in me, or if I needed one, I know It's going to be a change for the better. And that to keep balance, the better changes in me shall remain too for it doesn't have to mean that when you change, you change everything in you, particularly how you act with people, either your friendly and still open or on how you balance everything to work out just fine. I'm writing this blog for this someone dear to hear me. I know I'm that frank to you already but, it seemed that your driven more of what you still believe which you forget other's sake. When I wanted to be happy, I want everyone else to be happy too. Many things might have changed, yes, but things gone better should only be even more better this time for a change or just as it is, better. People change, yes. But there are always some things which do not need change.

I CAN'T LIVE IN LIES

I can't live in lies. It's simple. It's because I'm never happy about it. I can't sleep having one. It bothers me to have one. It's because I know na walang sikretong kailanman ay di nabubulgar. There's always a time for everything. a time to laugh, a time to cry. There's also always a time to hide, and a time to reveal. Mahirap kalaban ang time. Do not do unto others what you do not want them to do uno you. Break their trust and they'll break yours too. Some won't but you can't also blame those who will. Lie when needed? No. Lies never help. Lies never work things out. If you wan't lies, live in a world where everyone betrays each other, you found what you want. It's never getting the truth and just living all the lies.

No Class for UICians : Bad news to me :c

Today, were supposed to have our last day of taking the First Monthly Test in school when suddely around nearly lunch time, the teachers of the department held an emergency meeting. Letters were published to us students to be presented to our parents and guardians why we will be having a half day exam only for today and that there will be no class for the next week. There will be no class for one week. Obviously, the reason is that because of the swine flu virus. We have one student in our high school department confirmed to have been infected and is currently being paid close attention to. We are asked to take precautionary measures. They said that as much as possible, if we have symptoms of colds, we have to report immediately and help prevent further damage that could be caused. We have to quarantine ourselves. And as much as possible, we were also advised to stay home for the rest of the days and make use of our time making our homeworks, projects, and study for we have canceled the tests on four subjects which was supposedly be taken today.

Upon hearing the bad news, I somehow got nervous. I don't want to be a victim of the virus. I need to take good care of myself because my parents are currently undergoing financial crisis right now. I have to help with the least thing I can do. I also got a little disappointed. I love school. I'd miss my friends, and this someone I'd really love to see at least 5 times a week. Aside from that, staying at home isn't going to be good to me. I'd hate to hear mom yelling from time to time. Another is that, I would be having no allowance for a week. If not staying here sitting down in front of the comp's monitor, I would most probably on bed texting or music trip, listening to the radio. But how would I text if I don't have the money to buy me my cellphone load. Poverty strikes. I have spent my savings for an ice cream just to day and I was also shocked to know I have spent a lot today. I bought chocolates in the canteen more that once and even bought junkfoods when mom let me bring a big one so I won't bother buying anymore. Ugh! Damn it. As always, life is unfair.

Count down: 4 days to go. But then, the day falls on the week we're not supposed to get out of our roofs. It's going to be very special, well, supposed to be but then, we have to move the celebration. The celebration of our 2nd anniversary where we have been loving each other for this long and keeping our committed hearts loyal and still faithful as will ever be to each other. Even if we're going to move the day we're gonna celebrate, 21 will always stay special to us. Love longer.

Go ahead. Laugh out loud! This video was referred to me by MOO. :)

Harry Potter Premiere

Harry Potter is now showing. I'd love to watch but I'm currently taking safety precautions from the school that for now, its good to be grounded at home for a while. So I'm planning and so as my parents that they'll be the ones to take care of it. I mean they're the ones who'll look for DVD copies so I could watch it here at home anytime and maybe over and over again. Harry Potter is one of my favorite movies. And to share with everyone, check this out. Here you can find exclusive interviews. Seatback and enjoy!

July 15, 2009 - an embarassing but memorable day i wish to share

Hahahaha!

Well...It started during the dismissal time. Mina and I were together with MOO and his friends. We were planning to go to my sisters classroom that dismissal because she's absent and requested me to look after or take her books that she has to study at home where she left it in their classroom. Mina wanted to help me. We thought my sister has lots of books to have me carry all of them home. While waiting for MOO and his friends, mina and I planned to go ahead the stairs going down. I am not sure of what MOO and his friends are still doing because it takes them so long when they could actually still talk even on the way walking. When we were about to go down, as soon as it to a step to a stair, I got out of my balance when my left foot slid. I wasn't able to hold on to something and avoid me from falling because on my left was my envelop and on my right was my very heavy bag. And so there I fell, my back ached when it bumped to the edge of a stair, my butt went 3 stairs down. It hurts, yes. I was not able to ease the pain that ached at my back and that hurt my left thigh, tears came running down my eyes. I tried to get up immediately and let other people pass even though it made my left foot hurt even more. Mina carried my envelop although she was in pain too because she to slid who was just next to me. When MOO and his friends came, lucky they didn't see the incident but I felt MOO got suddenly worried too. When I saw him, I couldn't look straight and my tears fell harder even more like their catching his attention without my permission. I tried to hold back the tears but it just ended up MOO wiping them off. Even if I was already crying, he still made his way to make me smile and help me be at ease. He offered to carry my bag. And he went with me and Mina to the bus.

It was embarassing for me to cry! I hated it. But what made memorable is that MOO was there again for me. And there's this something that proved me he's my one because he could make me smile even when I find it hard to smile crying in pain! X] He didn't even tried to make me laugh but I was able to laugh. My guardian angel...where were you when I fell down the stairs you could have caught me. Late. It's because he's stuck with his friends who walks so slow most of the times. Hahahaha!

Like a Rose by Westlife

AND AS I LOOK INTO YOUR EYES
I SEE AN ANGEL IN DISGUISE
SENT FROM GOD ABOVE
FOR ME TO LOVE
TO HOLD AND IDOLISE

AND AS I HOLD YOUR BODY NEAR
I'LL SEE THIS MONTH THROUGH TO A YEAR
AND THEN FOREVER ON
TIL LIFE IS GONE
I'LL KEEP YOUR LOVING NEAR

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPEN DOORS THAT CLOSE
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND WHEN I FEEL LIKE HOPE IS GONE
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH TO CARRY ON
EACH TIME I LOOK AT YOU
THERE'S SOMETHING NEW
TO KEEP OUR LOVING STRONG

I HEAR YOU WHISPER IN MY EAR
ALL OF THE WORDS I LONG TO HEAR
OF HOW YOU'LL ALWAYS BE
HERE NEXT TO ME
TO WIPE AWAY MY TEARS

AND NOW I'VE FINALLY FOUND MY WAY
TO LEAD ME DOWN THIS LONELY ROAD
ALL I HAVE TO DO
IS FOLLOW YOU
TO LIGHTEN OFF MY LOAD

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

AND THOUGH THE SEASONS CHANGE
OUR LOVE REMAINS THE SAME
YOU FACE THE THUNDER
WHEN THE SUNSHINE TURNS TO RAIN
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU TREAT ME LIKE A ROSE
YOU GIVE ME ROOM TO GROW
YOU SHONE THE LIGHT OF LOVE ON ME
AND GAVE ME AIR SO I CAN BREATHE
YOU OPENED DOORS I CLOSED
IN A WORLD WHERE ANYTHING GOES
YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

YOU GIVE ME STRENGTH SO I STAND TALL
WITHIN THIS BED OF EARTH
JUST LIKE A ROSE

One of my favorite songs right now where I find it very inspiring. My dad loves chrysanthemum and baby's breath flowers and I like roses, white roses. Last time I remembered, dad had me help him pick a flower to be given to mom before. My choice was rose but still he bought the chrysanthemums. There my father discovered I like roses. I was about 5 years old that time or maybe 4. He also bought the roses. I thought he's gonna give both to mom but he let me have the three roses, the ones he bought. All of the rose was white. My father was the first man to offer me flowers and my favorite one. :)

Anatomy of A Perfect Guy

This was drawn by MOO (My One and Only) 2 years ago. He's really good in drawing. This one amazed me and made me realise how can a guy be perfect in some way. We have our own standards, yes. But just ponder of what this one has to tell. :D

Clue: by Nickelback =P

Today was one of the most unforgettable. Sa umaga, minu-minuto ang group message. Haha! :D Others were wondering a lot. For me, nag-group message ako kasi gusto ko lng magshare. And I didn't put any "ctt? (care to text?)" in my messages which means sorry kung di ko kau mareplayan 'cause I aint looking for any textmates either. Haha!

I'm so inspired. It's my first time...to hear him sing to me tlga!!! Aaah! Kilig oh yes! Well! Sa maibog lng... Haha! He got his new mp4 and he shared his time in the recess with me. :) There were we along the corridor with the rest of our friends, his classmates and mine. I was borrowing his mp4 and exploring it when he suddenly placed the other earphone on my ear and the other to his. He played the song we talked about the other night in which he said it was nice. :) A while later, he started singing along naturally with his voice. I was just smiling in his side and in my mind "Oh, my gosh! He could really sing that nice!" If you can guess what that song might be, keep it secret, PM me! :D Basig manlibre koh! ahahaha! Shut up mary! haha! alam ko alam mu ;)

These past few days he was out of town with his family for a family reunion in Midsayap, Cotabato. We kept in touch through texting for two days they were there. He mentioned to me that his family are almost all really good in music, are artists, and are really talented, especially his cousins. They brought with them there they're guitars and amplifiers and which he described to me that they're going to "Rock n Roll". He told me that he took part in their band as the vocalist and lead guitar. I told him that I never heard of him sing. And so he gave me the chance to hear him sing. I'm so happy! And this is one of my most unforgettable with him. This made me so inspired all throughout the day.

I still have debts on my friends who kept asking what I was up to when I flooded their inboxes anfter the first two periods in the moning and the last two periods after recess, or in short, the whole morning. My unlimited text was valid only till 11:43am and so I wasn't aymore able to reply to some who have questions to ask on me. :) They don't have to worry. I'm always open to share. :D

I'm pretty bussy with an article I'm preparing to be contributed to the school paper. It's a good thing I'm inspired tonight. Good luck to me then, :)

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Why now?

I'm really wondering and kinda confused. I've been in the honor's section for two consecutive years after I graduated in the elementary and well, I'm known to have gathered a lot of awards or achievements. But for the past two years, I don't have that much achievements. Somehow, I just kept in mind that just like the last years of my being a gradeschool, I'm a late bloomer. :) I do make plans. I did make plans before another school year starts but they never worked or really, they were somewhat useless. But now, i made some plans and slowly it's working. But this is really a big question to me, "why now?". Yes, at least it came and never abandoned me. Haha! I always want to make my parents happy and proud of me. So as those who were looking forward to me to or expecting that I another something for them like stories. And one more thing is that, I wanna be a lot more like my elder sister who's really good in writing. She's a former editor-in-chief in her school before at Davao Central High School and yeah, everybody loves all that she writes. She's one of my valued inspiration. She's taught me a lot like for example, about friendship. "Friends aren't going to be always there for you. They're gone before you know you need company, at times." Share lng :D

Right now I just have to be satisfied and I know GOD will never leave me. I love all the things that I do. Sometimes it's really tiring to hope. But just stay loving longer

So nakablog na ulit...

hahahaha! so BC! d koh akalian bc person plah ako...
k lng...
i find fun in being one :))
tska lng ako nagablog kung feel koh...
hahaha!
i'm more of blogging in my FS :]
icheck nlng!
hahahaha! :D
till here...
next time ulit ;)