Why now?

I'm really wondering and kinda confused. I've been in the honor's section for two consecutive years after I graduated in the elementary and well, I'm known to have gathered a lot of awards or achievements. But for the past two years, I don't have that much achievements. Somehow, I just kept in mind that just like the last years of my being a gradeschool, I'm a late bloomer. :) I do make plans. I did make plans before another school year starts but they never worked or really, they were somewhat useless. But now, i made some plans and slowly it's working. But this is really a big question to me, "why now?". Yes, at least it came and never abandoned me. Haha! I always want to make my parents happy and proud of me. So as those who were looking forward to me to or expecting that I another something for them like stories. And one more thing is that, I wanna be a lot more like my elder sister who's really good in writing. She's a former editor-in-chief in her school before at Davao Central High School and yeah, everybody loves all that she writes. She's one of my valued inspiration. She's taught me a lot like for example, about friendship. "Friends aren't going to be always there for you. They're gone before you know you need company, at times." Share lng :D

Right now I just have to be satisfied and I know GOD will never leave me. I love all the things that I do. Sometimes it's really tiring to hope. But just stay loving longer