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Saturday, December 26, 2009

A Different Christmas

For all I know, Christmas is a season for love, peace, hope, thanksgiving & reconciliation. All anger are discarded. Impatience are set aside. Pride are buried. And joy is planted in the hearts.

I'm spending a different Christmas from the ones I had. Because of crisis, people around me, my parents, my loved ones, are having problems. Hope is shadowed with fear. My parents lately kept on quarreling which they never do or show us when I and my sister are around. They usually talk it over but mom seemed so impatient for talks. MOO, my special someone, is being too impatient too and more demanding. I believe it's not the right time to so much demanding. He emotes a lot. Make me the cause for his bad days when he could actually help me do something to save it. I am always afraid to fail him. Like what i said, he's impatient. I have hard times gaining his moods back so i really try not to stumble on one. But I'm just a human person and so it's pretty unavoidable. I accept it. I know things happen for a reason.

It's hard to make mom smile no matter how hard I, my sister, and my tito try. She's so stressed and stress is proven to be highly contagious. She forgets how to listen. She blabs and blabs like everyone is paying attention to her. I close my ears and I am aware of what she means but blabbing really doesn't help. Feelings got to be controlled once and for all. :(( I would like to give mom a gift this Christmas that will tell her even though she's like that eh matitiis ko xah and I love her so much. As for MOO, since he's next to the closest people in my family that I'm afraid to fail, I just want him to understand me more like what you could expect from the people most dear to you.

I stay at home this holidays. Poverty strikes. Chances are gifted to the less fortunate. I'll just continue to give love...even if its not Christmas. Never easy but no regrets are guaranteed. :)

Cecilian's Christmas Party 09 :)


There is actually nothing much to say. But I just wana tell you it's one of the best christmas parties I had with my classmates. Its a lot different from the previous ones I had. Hindi na kelangan ng laag pagkatapos the party. Sooper saya n super nakakabusog. :) And of course nakakapagod but it's all worth it. I love my classmates, I love the class I belong despite the ups and downs. Amen! :))


Sunday, December 20, 2009

November fun -cheerdance intramurals 09 :))


Sorry if I posted this late because I was quite busy making the most out of this year's Christmas vacation. Two weeks before the Intramurals, we started practicing 'kuno'. It was more of teaching us the stunts or whatever you call that. They taught us how to do the split, backroll, frontroll, headstand, bending, and more... And the what you call 'practice' really got serious on the last 2 days before the Intramurals. We were worried much that we may not finish everything and end up embarrassed. But luckily we made it late at Sunday. You know what's the awesome thing I loved during these memories? I learned how to do the cartwheel na tlga! XD Hahaha!

Unforgettable things: I got a big bruise behind my neck because of a careless front roll, I fell many times with the hand stand, on my first attempt with cartwheel I looked ridiculously like a frog...

As always, conflicts do rise. Yung may exam kami na nabawasan ang days ng practice and ni isang set ng steps ala pa tlga kami. Lalong lalo na ung sa costume namin. Can't forget that. I let it go since we won 2nd Place or the First Runner-up. :) I'm used to this. I really had fun.

Saturday, December 19, 2009

My Wishlist This Xmas =P

1. JAZZ PANTS that can be bought in G.mall's Dept. Store with the brand Sassa or have it bought in NCCC mall's Body Music Dept. XD size:Small color:Black
2. SIMPLE CUTE "DECENT" DRESS like this one ▼



(not exactly this one)


3. Sandals (no heels please)
4. Guitar (kung maafford) XD
5. Every Girl's Guide book by Marla Miniano that can be bought in National Book Store worth Php 150
6. Lewis & Pearl body mist cologne (WISH ha...ung violet) worth Php 50
7. Wallet or Purse again with money na Php 1,000,000 XD
8. Accessories such as earrings or bracelet or necklace or all of the above mentioned. and kung pwede Unisilver ha... XD Haha!
9. Sun Cellular Load yung card na Text Unlimited for 1 month Php 150
10. Rubber Shoes :) un lng naman...



That's all lang naman... XD

Huwag mag-alala. May Christmas bonus naman kayo eh kaya maibibili niyo niyan.
Hahaha!

A gift is a gift no matter how great or how small, as long as it comes from the heart.

Last November - My Belated Birthday Celebration


This picture was taken last birthday of mine last November. I have invited friends but I think only a few recognized about my day. I kinda celebrated in delay. I was with my friendships MOO, Dewanie, Xtine Mina & Diane. We went to Jackridge's resort. All I can remember, this day of celebration was a Saturday and there were conflicts on my schedule. As far as I can remember, nag-away pa nga kami ni MOO because I intended to change my plans the night before this celebration because I have to attend in the Cheerdance screening for the participants to be chosen for the upcoming Intramurals 09 in school. He wanted me to stick to the plans. And I also realized that he was right. Somehow nanghinayang ako wala ako sa workshop na nangyari in school. I know that there would be no screening at all because those who wanted to undergo screening doesn't know much about cheer dancing. Honestly speaking. =P But after Dewanie came to my mini celebration, I was relieved to know I still have the chance to participate in the Cheerdance competition. she told me there was no screening at all. Like I said, my instincts were right. Besides, I know Mikka, the in charge of this activity, would always give chance to others. :)
Aside from being with my FRIENDS whom i enjoyed in company with, I was also glad to be with MOO although I have heard reactions from my parents after they've seen these pictures I brought home. XD What's important is that, I was happy to celebrate my birthday kahit nadelay. :)

Last October - Mom's Bday :)

Mom's birthday was so memorable. She made me & MOO get the groceries for her mini handaan. We helped her with the chores to be done while preparing. It was good to be of help. MOO & I took advantage just to be together this day although I'm aware this is not our day but my mom's. :) I was glad mom and t2 didn't have any violent reactions during this day with MOO in our home. Ang inaabangan lng naman tlga ni MOO ay yung spaghetti. Haha! :)) Well... He was able to go home late again. But there wasn't any trouble kasi nakalusot nanaman ang kanyang palusot sa knyang mom. I just wonder...Panu kaya kung malaman to lahat ng mom niya? :) All I know is that LOVE always finds a way.

TOP 10 Games I Play in Facebook XD

1.) Farmville
2.) Farm Town
3.) Country Story
4.) Happy Farm
5.) Petville
6.) Pet Society
7.) Vampire Wars
8.) Mafia Wars
9.) Rock Riot
10.) Cafe world

meron pang Animal Paradise tska Friends For Sale... XD hahaha! whew! gnyan ako kaBC sa Facebook!

Vanity of Love vs Its Angels ♥

December 19, 2009 9:32am

Between Philipp Monteverde, Kristel Alvar, Karen Concepcion Castro, John Paul Navales, Claudia Villaluna [V], Charmane Ordoña [C], Neal Peteros [N], Jeenor Dignos and Daniel Louie Bongas

D: most of you have lied to me...some of you even tried to make a fool out of me..and one of you even hates of what i am...on january 6 i'm gonna return those favors back! i'm gonna ruin our section as well as mary's pathetic relationship. this is a short message for st.cecilia.

C: you're so vain...you are not intending to ruin us if that's your plan...you're actually trying to destroy yourself...you are going to RUIN YOURSELF

D: when will i learn to stop from being jealous about someone.if you want to stop me from ruining our section.give me a reason why..or better yet..please help me to change myself..please

C: think about this...she isn't yours...she was never yours...therefore whoever will she choose it's not your loss...you have nothing to loose coz she never had been yours...y should you be jealous when she's not yours...you r getting the wrong feeling or maybe yet that's not even jealousy that you are feeling..
you don't even have the right to own anything not yours or claim it as yours when it's not..
ibalin mu yung attention mu sa iba...that's the best way...and what i mean is ibalin mu ung attention mu sa friends mu...sa family mu...kai LORD...the best thing you can do...is pray and ask FORGIVENESS from the Lord...u'l learn to forgive yourself...but i warn you hnd xah agaran...it takes time and that means it takes PATIENCE...don't even think about you'll lose this patience kc c GOD walang hangganan nga ung pasensya nia sa lahat ng mga maling nagagawa mu..i'll pray for you too.. :) the best way i could be of any help :)
don't look for another girl...let LOVE find you and not you to look for LOVE...bka d ka pa pngbibigyan ni Lord mgkaron ng LOVE partner coz it's not yet the right time.. TRUST GOD! When you ask him for anything...graces or material things...he doesn't always answer these with 'yes'...but then you should know...all that his answers, may it be yes or no...are ALWAYS RIGHT, GOOD & BEST! :)

D: thank u:)

N: (joiners kai wla dw lingaw abi) MURA LGE NA XAG BUANG AIE!!??? WLA XA KILATi?? GUb.on pa daw ang cecilia! WTF??? STORYA RKA TAMAN BAYOTA KA!

D: btw..kinsa diay tung bag'o niya na uyab?:)

N: AKO NGANU MAN?
BWAHAHHAHAHAHA! SA MASUYA LANG!!!

D: dli gud

N: hahahahaha

C: AMEW KA NEAL! HAHAHAHA! XD nangita ra nag lingaw neal john :))

N: bwahhahaha! TINUOD oi!! IM TELLING THE TRUTH, AND NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH! HAHAHAHA!

D: truth sa imong mata!baga kaayo ka'g naung:P

V: bongas pls......wag mo namang i damay ang cecilia wag mo ng ulitin ang pagkakamaling nagawa mo noon sa st. anne pls.....kung may problema ka nand2 lng kami mga classmate mo ^^ kung kailangan mo ng tulong don't hesitate to ask u can always count on us diba sabi ng mga teachers natin na ang school ang 2nd home natin so ibig sabihin were all family kaya kung may problema ka pwede ka mo naman kausapin ang mga tao sa school......... hehehe sori d ka c ako kasing galing ni charmaine mag speech pero always remember the saying "DO YOUR BEST AND GOD WILL DO THE REST"^^ japanes: (GAMBATENE) translation:(GUD LUCK) ^^ ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS 2 ALL ^^ HOPE 2 SEE U SOON ... some advice bongas ^^ hintayin mo lng ang tamang oras hayaan mo munang masaktan ka ngayon ganyan talaga ang buhay punong puno ng obstacles lahat din naman ng tao nakaka experience ng gayan bongas ka c di naman always happy ending diba magiging boring ang world kung ganun ^^ diba sabi nga nila "GOOD THINGS HAPPEN TO THOSE WHO WAITS" ^^ so hintayin mo lng malay mo may plano c GOD para sayo^^

C: :)) lapit na xmas...HAVE JOYS in your heart ppol :) and time to FORGIVE each other to be able to welcome Christ db?? amping mong tanan ;)

V: bongas always remember that letting go of the person you love means loving the person twice as much. And if one day you've realized you've stood the test of time, it means the LORD has meant the two of you. ^^ heheheh nagiging corny na ba ako komenasai......^^

C: weeee! nice one clau!!! XD

V: hehehehehehehe

...agaw eksena c N...

D: salamat pla sa inyong mga advices :)

V: np.....pls at least follow one of our advices...^^ (GAMBATENE)

D: ok..hope these advices will help me change..

V: don't worry were always here 2 help you...^^pag kailangan mo ng kausap kausapin mo lng charmane cgurado ako na marami yu8n syang maibigay na advice sayo^^

C: hahaha! tke the advices from an angel of GOD...nahks! XD btw2x...wala nang iba pang mas magaling mg2ro abwt love kundi c GOD...i took his advices...take it too :)

V: wow buti ka pa nakakausap mo c bro hehehehe....baka pwede naman patulong penge ng advice para sa mga taong maraming problema na nahihirapang mag decide kung anong daan ang kanyang tatahakin..........^^ that'll be a big help....

C: pray ka lng...hindi ka na kelangan kausapin ni GOD literally...watch for signs...often we only notice the big things which not all have big deals...like noticing more the bad deeds than the good ones...

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this was taken from my inbox in FB...as always...i am of help bsta L♥ve... XD hahaha! Live in GOD's unconditional love. No one in this world knows more about love than Christ. :)

Friday, December 18, 2009

Christmas 09 is near...

...but my parents kept on quarelling. Financial problems arising, they're panicking! :c Malapit na pasko...bkt kaya ganito...they've been like this for a week na and i don't find it good na...hnd na tlga...I don't want them to part or like this...
Si mama kj kc bah... They were talking it over. Talking only. Maya2x lng 2maas ang boses...He remained calm but mom can not. The big problem about mom tlga is PATIENCE. Hahay...aporada pud kaau...hmp... :c 6 days to go n xmas nah...

Just Proud. :)



Hehehe! My special some1 is also a first honor 2nd grading =P teamwork! hahaha!


Let's start with OCTOBER

UBER sa memorias ang OCTOBER! :))

Ang pinakadi-ko makakalimutan ay yung YFC Youth Camp :) It was so treasuring...ambot...basta napakaimpotante nung day...it was the first activity of the YFC club na nagparticipate njud ako...and I never expected na sa 2 and 1/4 day na iyon eh napaka-enjoy pla ng gnitong okasyon or the YFC club mismo...

It was not an overnight youth camp...di kc pumayag ang aming principal...kapwa school mates or the YFC club of the school lng ang nag-organize...but with dat 2n 1/4 day, e2 yung mga nangyari:

madaming iyakan!
hahaha! :)) napaka-touching kc nung mga stories nla...esp nung sa last speaker na...and yung truth...all the facts...all the confessions and confrontations...maraming kang marerealize and most especially, HOW MUCH YOU NEED THE LORD, CHRIST, IN OUR LIFE

the ppol i was with :)
c dewanie...mamamangha ka sa knya! she never even cried! not even once! when everybody was crying...she wasn't...d lng makakibo...parang walang hirap sa buhay na nrarmdaman...or hnd lng "parang" kundi wla jud...but i do believe there is...namanhid na lng tlga xah sa lhat ng sakit...madami na xang nanging bf...bilis niya dn mgsawa n magpalit...bf sa knya parang fud...npgsasawaan n madmi pa naman jan...madaming options pa...para xang snake palit ng palit ng balat :) but all of these things in her would not happen if she only gets the attention she needed from a "father"...money isn't a problem to them...thay're rich...but wealth cnt provide enof what a character needs :)
c mary, roseville, & sheena n c loraine...i dont know much about them cguro saming tatlo...money is a problem... XD hahaha! and some...a loss of loved ones... n cnt totally get over them :)

the games!
napaka-unique ng knilang mga games and npkaenjoy tlga! hahaha! :)) the games were "Do you love me?", "Ola kiki ya ola kuku kookoo", XD Zip-zap-zoom...

the speakers
may ibang napaka-funny! may ibang napaka-emotional ang stories...merong MMK...merong komedya...pero lhat ng stories mgagnda ang htid :)

the sahring with ate's n kuya's :)
napaka-open nla...2lad ko, ang parents dn pla ni ate yvet ,which was my ate during the camp, kcng over-protective ng parents ko when it comes to socializing..friends & boys & going out & skul activities...
we enjoyed the similar things we have in common and sharing them and delighted in the ways we're different :)

♥ the songs!
diyosnun kaau ang mga songs but so lively and inspiring ung messages if you would really listen to it :) "At the Cross" by hillsongs, "One Way Jesus" by YFC "Heaven" by Hillsongs...bsta mdmi pa...most songs were from Hillsongs...ang gaganda :)

I'm so back!

I'm so back na tlga! Promise! Bakasyon na kc... Hahaha! :)) been that bc for 3 months!! d koh ginaexpect and aside from that...nahihirapan mkcngit ang blogging sa paglalaro koh ng mga games sa Facebook! XD Hahahaha!

Damn! dami niyong namiss! I'm sorry dears... :D dami nang nangyri...pero ikukwento ko prin khit mtgal na...lalo na ung mga nangyri nung october...bday ko nung november...d xmas party sa skul khpon n more...talks about love...crisis...povertyness... XD Hahaha!

Ok2x... I just wanna let you know I'm sorry and I miss blogging na tlgah! XD GAME!