02.20.10

Nakakainis na minsan c dew nu pero ok lng...kc sa mass d mkpigil mgsalita...dghan kaau xag maingon...nya lihukan kaayu the whole day aie! :D hahaha! But i had fun dew :>

Nung papunta...katag ang klase kasi wlang bus...we rented a carpool. Yung carpool na sinakyan ng mostly girls of my section kai nagkamang...multicab lng kc...mego elevated ung papuntang catalunan so mego ngungot ungot pa ang gear atoh...hahaha! loaded pjud kc siksikan n sabakanai... XD pgdating sa recollection venue which is in PM Sisters, from morning to afternoon hndi ko nhwakan cp ko kc ngrecollection kmi...I so missed it. All gadgets were not allowed during the sessions eh...pero dahil pasaway n cnt live w/o fun tong mga ksma koh...nkapicture2x pa tlga kmi...sa maibog na klaseng kasabay naming! Joke! Haha! Nagamass pa kmi ang utak nla nsa lag...dun dw sa Maas a may NCCC na carnival...mai roler coaster dw...ako naman isip ko nsa mcdo...pero wla akong cnabihan... XDJ Den sa uwian, same group went riding with the multicab, dun sna ako pero nglipat ako.. XD hahaha! Dun ako sa jip...maluwang eh n panay overtake sa kabilis mgpatakbo :D I got back to school ahead from my classmates and friends. i went home agad! kakapangumpisal lng eh...hehehe! nkbonding naman dn kmi mga cecilians sa mga tapok2x knina n music trip...i ♥ my mom so much so i'd really try to be a good girl na...went home kc wla sa plano ko mglaag n wlang permission n gabi na...den...wla tlgang cool off na nangyri smin ni Mr. J ko ha! XD cool off ba yang mgksma pguwi? XD hahaha! pero infareness...d jud kmi ngpancnan almost the whole day...n hnd rin natiis nung uwian nah... so okay na kmi :D haha! wat a recollection! yey! it helped me! GOD helped me and answered my prayers! :D

Kapatid kong nsa Manila ni hindi man lng ngtxt o twag skin today! What?!?! Nalingaw guro xag mayo. The results just came and she wasn't able to win in the category she was fighting for...sayang but it's ok. It was a very good experience...xah nakanational level competitions, ako hanggang regional lng. Hehehe! I kinda miss her a lot u know... Wla akong makaalitan ditto sa bahai...wlang kaagaw sa comp...wlang may dgasgot skin...wla akong mrnig na dabog n dgayawyaw si mama...so so strange.

Mcdo! Hahaha! Last stop before going home. One of the most memorable! He gave me a great gift! J

I went home very happy! Kwen2han agad kmi ni mama J I love sharing with my mom J That's all.

Abortion is bad!

Month One.

Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.
;(
bad mommy.

I didn't have that dance...

Can I Have This Dance
by Zac Efron and Vanessa Hudgens

Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

I like this song so much. It makes me cry. It reminds me of the prom i just had. the good and bad memories. When i listen to the song, a part of me doesn't want to have another night of nights or a night to remember just like what I just had. But there's also a part of me that wants to have it again. If only we could turn back time. :c

2.7.10

2.5.10

lingaw magpafoot massage sa rizal sa harap ng citi hall!

9pm my family went there and everyone took the foot massage for only 50 pesos per head. It was my first time but my family's second time. It was a very good place to take the foot massage. It was cold that night and it really feels relaxing. You can even sleep while they massage. I like to go there again. I have also thought of bringing someone with me, either my friends or classmates whenever we need a little help. It's near school-year-end and we really are expected to be going with stress. The massage I had was good. It took off my stress for a while. but still, i'm stressed pa. :) It was a good time with my family.

I have messages saved in my cp's drafts. And here, I wanna share them.

"Hindi pla tlaga sa lhat ng oras at pagkakataon magkakasundo kau ng partner mu o mahal mu sa iilang bagay...umasa kang ngtatampo ng palihim ang isa para sa ikasisiya naman ng isa...at lagi dw nitong irarason na 'masaya na ako kung masaya ka'."

"There are some things about the person u like dat you dont wana change. But we dont have the right to interfere if ever they wana change or not. We are not superiors to anyone in this planet, in this world. Changing is also unavoidable and that makes us from time to time adjust for them...in order for them to think they are understood & cared for."

"I better shut up nlng... :c it's so useless...useless...useless...

c: just kip swimming. swimming. swiming. -dory

Hear is different from Listen, from the spelling itself.

I don't wana regret. Im not yet losing hope thou."

These three messages might just give you clues what I'm up for.

2-2-10

Pila ba kabeses iexplain sa parents nato na panahon nla VERY different na sa panahon nato! Damn shit! Understand the new generation people! Kung hindi marunong makibagay eh di intindihin nlng. Dili mgpatakag yawyaw please. As much as I would want to answer back to my parents, ESPECIALLY to my mom, most especially when I'm right, I stop myself. Kapoy kaya explain balik2x! It is TRUE na ingingisi ko nlng tong mga problemang to than letting people understand when in the end of the explanation wla gyapon kasabot...gibalik balik pjud...what the effort! I wish someone would write an article about the panahon nuon at ngayon! I could control my actions but never with my emotions! Hindi ako bato! Hindi ako manhid. Sana din yang mga magulang na ito...wag pakainosente...wag mgpakakung sino as if their yayaw2xs wud make any difference RIGHT NOW. PAST IS PAST.