Weee! Today, is the day. Yes, I'm happy because now, we have surpassed another year of fighting for our love together and keeping the faith in each other. We have grown even stronger. It's our second anniversary. And I'm proud. Even though we're not together celebrating this day, I know wherever might he be, I have a strong faith that of course, he won't forget, he's aware, and he's happy too. He knows I love him a lot and that he doesn't have to worry. Well, actually, I'm not sure really of how he is right now. If ever he worries or not, I know he wouldn't let me down. And I'm sure that right now, he's missing me as much as I miss him.
Nothing special happened or will be happening today for we can't get out of our roofs or find a way to meet each other at least even for just a matter of minutes. I understand why he doesn't want to push through meeting me today or there'll be troubles ahead for him and this time, on this special day, I don't want to risk him. Yes, risking is needed in relationships but to think of it, we haven't even made official that we're in a relationship again for things will get a lot more complicated when it already is. We have to consider to balance. And besides, it's for our own sake.
What I was talking about or what I meant was that, right now, right at this moment, his family isn't agreeing of what we share right now. It's not maybe because they find problems in me but it's just not the right time even though our studies, most especially, isn't distracted. Prevention is always better than cure. Somehow, it's like that. Their thinking not of their own affairs but also for our own sake. And in my case, well, my parents are always there to support me and help me. They know they have given me what i'm in need to be reminded of and they just let me through to whatever I want, provided that I have to be the one to stand up in every choice I make. They trust me, and so I won't break it either.
Last night, he promised me that when we'll meet again, he told me "babawi ako" and that there'll be much more. To me, it doesn't matter, really, for as long as I know he loves me and there will always be a time for everything. When you achieve what you've been waiting for, you're lucky to have kept patience in waiting for answers are always worth waiting for no matter how long it may take for them to reveal. Just like I aslo said in my shoutout in my friendster, "A cake with a mixture of some pleasure and some pain is sweeter than no cake at all."
Today is unforgettable! Yes! It's the first anniversary we were not together physically, no communication but in our hearts, we're celebrating! :))
Thank you for all those who greeted me especially my friends. I appreciated it that much. You're all in my prayers. GOD bless us all! May there be more bente_uno's to come. Hahaha!
WELL...
Oh yes, I am inspired.
♥ JC4ever! ♥
People who are meant to be together
will always find their way.
What I have in you is what every
person in the world is searching for.
Loving someone deeply gives you courage,
being loved by someone gives you strength.
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